February 2012
Big Chop Banter.
Should I or should not? I did my BC May 2010 and it was the most liberating feeling EVER! Since then I’ve shaved it lower, texturized, permed, grew the curls out, colored, YOU NAME IT, ITS BEEN DONE TO MY POOR LITTLE HEAD. I don’t know what to do next with my hair. HELP!
WatchThe duo that is CHRIANNA and how freaking excited I am about these remixes. Let’s talk about it.
Starting up this youtube channel.
Ranting, raving, and rambling. You should totally watch.
Nude polish?
Yes, please. Can’t wait to splurge.
For you.
-“Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics: You are all stardust. You couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded, because the elements - the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution and for life -...
Women and Men.
So let me get this straight. You want a dude to treat you like a woman and yet you aren’t acting like one? Why should someone treat us differently from the person we think we are? The kind of woman or man you show yourself to be will determine how others percieve and treat you. If you’re being treated like a whore its because you’re being seen as one. On the flipside you...
He told me to tell you something.
Joe Budden did and I want you to fucking listen. “Tell him that a real nigga is fucking you, that’ll probably make him feel uncomfortable.” Its true. I wanna tell you how irrelevant you are today. How a new dude, excuse me, MAN, came into my life and is correcting all your wrongs. People often say that we shouldn’t compare faults, but his seem much more manageable. He talks...
All who nuh hear, must feel.
Caribbean parents are always trying to school us by saying cool shit that you don’t understand until you’re older. No worries, mommy. I felt and now I hear and understand you.
I don't call names. No need for shade if the shoe...
Right?
I will remind you everyday.
For everyday, there will be a compliment. One for your smarts, one for your amazing hair, one for your style. One for your limitless heart and how sincere you are with everything you do. One for your work, one for your taste in music. No matter how many days or compliments it will take, I will remind you that you are not a hair short of amazing and any person who says otherwise wishes they could...
SPARTACUS.
There are no words. No fucking words.
I love giving out compliments.
Sometimes we all just need to hear that we look beautiful.
Trey Songz appreciation day? I think so.
The things I would do.
Part of me always wanted to know where you were...
So in the off chance that I lost my marbles, I’d know where to find you. This morning, I woke up to a faint twinge of wanderlust, but not for you. This morning, I yearn for a different soul. I’m not sure whether I should be relieved or scared. I can’t love another the way I loved you. It might kill me.
Baby, do you want to?
I’m thinking 7 years might as well be a lifetime and that you’d feel some type of way about just walking away.
Do You Want To? - Elle Varner …
Well you can’t fool me
I know all about it
We been down this road
And back more times than I can count it
It’s a far far cry
From sun kissed Sunday mornings
When you wake up and you just can’t release the hand...
Class is boring the life out of me.
My professor does occasionally make me laugh, but at 7 in the morning, there isn’t much that is actually amusing.
I always start writing in the back of notebook.
I can’t open the front cover and write on the first page. How damn weird is that?
Joan Smalls' hair? Instant hairgasm.
The luster. The length. JUST EVERYTHING. It works for me. I wish my hair would grow like that.
Can't wait to start my creatine & Jack3d.
This summer body will be ready for the eyes, trust me.
I can't believe some of you actually give up the...
Right. Because stopping the race midstream is gonna help you win. Makes no sense.
Eyelashes do it for me. Long, beautiful dark ones.
I love them and wish I had them. There’s always lash extensions though. Costly but worth it. One day, perhaps.
43 / 366.
You kind of fell out of the sky and into my lap, talking me into liking you. I’m getting there, you know. To that point where I am constantly thinking of you. It’s fun to be on someone’s mind. Tonight you called me cutie, I quote “The Giants won and I just had to call my cutie.” Don’t flatter me all at once though. My heart will swell. Baby steps. Remember the...
It's going to rain tomorrow! Yay.
I love rain. Mind cleansing.
Never mind the paper, the ring or even your last...
It should be a crime to be this happy.
I wish I was home, in NYC to celebrate tonight.
Orlando just doesn’t do it for me. Congrats to my Giants! Now time to collect this damn money.
Sorry for the lack of posts.
Death kind of robs you of your emotions, words and thoughts. Still coping, with a dash of denial here and there. I hope your Super Bowl Sunday goes well, followers.
Today was the first day in seven years that my dog...
Death is not easy.
" I hate being second to those I put first."
I hate being that one friend everyone counts on, but I ironically never have a soul to hear my plight. I hate loving things that are detrimental to me and the woman I’m trying to become. I hate falling in and out of love with you. I don’t wanna hate you this much but I do.
January 2012
Our strides don't have to match, but we have to be...
You. Me. Us.
You can't give the world to a person who is only...
I am only one girl. I don’t have enough left of me to keep giving everyone and get nothing back. As polite as a fuck you can sound, Fuck you.